Do you do any of these things routinely - laundry, wash dishes, clean your bathroom, dust, wash windows, detail your car? How about shower, wash your hair, bath kiddos, shave, wash your face, brush your teeth, wash your hands or use any lotion?
Do you deal with any health issues like eczema, psoriasis, acne, gingivitis, allergies, asthma, dry skin, arthritis, achy joints or back?
Do you find amazing cleaning, personal care products or vitamins and are excitedly tell your friends about them?
These are things I do regularly, those health issues were ones I or my family members dealt with daily. Would you like to get paid for doing these things, while healing and preventing these health issues? You can.
Freedom in Health and Wellness is in your control, within your reach. Switch stores today and have the health and wellness you've always dreamed of. Tell a friend and help them switch stores and you will earn $25-$100, just like that.
I believe in this, I believe in you. Join my team and we'll be Finding Freedom together!
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Monday, February 4, 2013
Looking For
Someone that is ready to make a change.
Job Description:Looking for motivated person who wants to make a CHANGE in their lives. This position can be used to supplement an existing position or replace an income. Looking for individuals who would like to earn an extra $500 to $5000 per month promoting an international wellness company.
Job Description:Looking for motivated person who wants to make a CHANGE in their lives. This position can be used to supplement an existing position or replace an income. Looking for individuals who would like to earn an extra $500 to $5000 per month promoting an international wellness company.
Job Duties:
* Promotion of health and wellness company
* Teach and train others to do the same
* Lead by example
* Driven to work 110% to achieve their goals
Candidate Profile
* Motivated to make a CHANGE
* Drive and self-starter
* Ready to work with a highly successful team
How to Apply?
Email me at farmboymom@yahoo.com
DV-NMV
PS -If I can do this in the midst of juggling five kiddos and a
husband, volunteering hours a week at school, and living my otherwise
never boring life as an introvert, then you can too!
Friday, February 1, 2013
Did You Know
Did you know that the air quality in your home is five to seven times worse than outside?
Did you know that clearing you home of the toxin load can help you lose weight? (Yes, it slows down you metabolism!)
Did you know that it is not only cleaners but also bathroom products, laundry detergent and even fabric sheets that have chemicals that lead to cancer, allergies, skin issues and other illnesses?
Did you know that there is more than 30 different names for Formaldehyde that manufacturers use to “mask” what is in their products?
Did you know that Tide is the number one cause of eczema?
Did you know that in a manufacturing plant where detergent is bottled if there is a spill they have to evacuate?
Try clearing out your home!
Are you using Cascade in your dishwasher, we have Diamond Brite. Try it for a month and see the difference with none of the chemicals and toxins.
What shampoo are you using? Pantene, Suave, Herbal Essences, Nioxin, Aveda? Try Affinia or Sei Bella and feel good knowing that you aren’t massaging toxins into your scalp every morning.
What about Pledge? Spray cleaners like this one are believed to cause some skin cancers.
Johnson & Johnson, everyone knows those baby baths, lotions and shampoos, but while it smells great many children products are tainted with Formaldehyde, which causes cancer and leukemia.
What do you use on your floor? Swiffer? Did you know that the cleaners used on your floor come into contact with the people and animals of your house constantly? Don’t let your family get sick, try Tough and Tender instead.
Are you using Resolve on stains? Why not try our non-caustic options.
Are you using Crest to brush? That tingly feeling isn’t actually making you any healthier.
CoverGirl or Revlon? Did you realize that using these and other common make-up brands means you’re rubbing chemicals directly on to the most porous part of your body?
Did you know that families that take a “good” vitamin could reduce their risk for cancer, allergies (yes, even allergies), heart disease, leukemia, obesity, arthritis and ADHD…the list goes on and on! If you’re taking Gummies, One A Day, Centrium or a generic version you body is unable to absorb the nutrients. Try Vitality for a month and feel the difference! www.melaleuca.com/oligo
Do everything in your power to minimize your family’s risk!!
What don’t the labels tell?
Label information is directed at “acute” or immediate effects only. You are not given information about “chronic” or long-term hazards of chemical products, such as cancer or birth defects. Think about how many products in your home have a “Keep out of reach of children” warning on them. If they are harmful, then we should seriously consider using them. There are other concerns about labels as well. Some products contain ingredients that have not been officially recognized by the federal government as hazardous, but yet are still cause for concern. “inert” ingredients are chemicals added as “carriers” for the active ingredients in cleaners and pesticides. Only a percentage of the inert ingredients are required on the label, not their identity. Some inert ingredients are hazardous.
There is not standardized list of chemical names. Many chemicals have numerous trade and/or scientific names. This makes it hard for you to compare products. Antidotes listed on the label may be incomplete, out-of-date or even dangerously wrong. According to a 1984 report by the National Academy of Sciences, less than 2 percent of all new and existing chemicals have been tested sufficiently to allow a complete health hazard assessment. Also, many labels do not tell you how to dispose of a product safely. The use of the term “non-toxic” is for advertising only. It has no regulatory definition by the federal government.
Why Switch Stores?
To can guarantee a safer home. The examples above are just a FEW to show how we have to take charge of our family’s health and homes. Switching stores is the first step to making a great life for yourself and your family! Do you know anyone who…has kids, isn’t a fan of Wal-Mart, makes the big trek to health food stores, has allergies, asthma, cancer, skin issues, bloody noses, eczema, acne, arthritis (to name a few things we “live with” because doctors say there’s only so much we can do to “help”) or wants to live life healthy?
Email me today, only if you're ready to make a change.
DV-NMV
Did you know that clearing you home of the toxin load can help you lose weight? (Yes, it slows down you metabolism!)
Did you know that it is not only cleaners but also bathroom products, laundry detergent and even fabric sheets that have chemicals that lead to cancer, allergies, skin issues and other illnesses?
Did you know that there is more than 30 different names for Formaldehyde that manufacturers use to “mask” what is in their products?
Did you know that Tide is the number one cause of eczema?
Did you know that in a manufacturing plant where detergent is bottled if there is a spill they have to evacuate?
Try clearing out your home!
Are you using Cascade in your dishwasher, we have Diamond Brite. Try it for a month and see the difference with none of the chemicals and toxins.
What shampoo are you using? Pantene, Suave, Herbal Essences, Nioxin, Aveda? Try Affinia or Sei Bella and feel good knowing that you aren’t massaging toxins into your scalp every morning.
What about Pledge? Spray cleaners like this one are believed to cause some skin cancers.
Johnson & Johnson, everyone knows those baby baths, lotions and shampoos, but while it smells great many children products are tainted with Formaldehyde, which causes cancer and leukemia.
What do you use on your floor? Swiffer? Did you know that the cleaners used on your floor come into contact with the people and animals of your house constantly? Don’t let your family get sick, try Tough and Tender instead.
Are you using Resolve on stains? Why not try our non-caustic options.
Are you using Crest to brush? That tingly feeling isn’t actually making you any healthier.
CoverGirl or Revlon? Did you realize that using these and other common make-up brands means you’re rubbing chemicals directly on to the most porous part of your body?
Did you know that families that take a “good” vitamin could reduce their risk for cancer, allergies (yes, even allergies), heart disease, leukemia, obesity, arthritis and ADHD…the list goes on and on! If you’re taking Gummies, One A Day, Centrium or a generic version you body is unable to absorb the nutrients. Try Vitality for a month and feel the difference! www.melaleuca.com/oligo
Do everything in your power to minimize your family’s risk!!
What don’t the labels tell?
Label information is directed at “acute” or immediate effects only. You are not given information about “chronic” or long-term hazards of chemical products, such as cancer or birth defects. Think about how many products in your home have a “Keep out of reach of children” warning on them. If they are harmful, then we should seriously consider using them. There are other concerns about labels as well. Some products contain ingredients that have not been officially recognized by the federal government as hazardous, but yet are still cause for concern. “inert” ingredients are chemicals added as “carriers” for the active ingredients in cleaners and pesticides. Only a percentage of the inert ingredients are required on the label, not their identity. Some inert ingredients are hazardous.
There is not standardized list of chemical names. Many chemicals have numerous trade and/or scientific names. This makes it hard for you to compare products. Antidotes listed on the label may be incomplete, out-of-date or even dangerously wrong. According to a 1984 report by the National Academy of Sciences, less than 2 percent of all new and existing chemicals have been tested sufficiently to allow a complete health hazard assessment. Also, many labels do not tell you how to dispose of a product safely. The use of the term “non-toxic” is for advertising only. It has no regulatory definition by the federal government.
Why Switch Stores?
To can guarantee a safer home. The examples above are just a FEW to show how we have to take charge of our family’s health and homes. Switching stores is the first step to making a great life for yourself and your family! Do you know anyone who…has kids, isn’t a fan of Wal-Mart, makes the big trek to health food stores, has allergies, asthma, cancer, skin issues, bloody noses, eczema, acne, arthritis (to name a few things we “live with” because doctors say there’s only so much we can do to “help”) or wants to live life healthy?
Email me today, only if you're ready to make a change.
DV-NMV
Takin' Five on Friday - Afraid
Got five minutes? Let’s write. Let’s finger paint with words –>{click to tweet}.
Let’s just write and not worry if it’s just right or not. Here’s how to play along:
1. Write for 5 minutes flat for pure unedited love of the written word.
2. Link back here and invite others to join in {you can grab the button code in my blog footer}
3. Go leave some comment props for the five minute artist who linked up before you {and if you love us, consider turning off word verification for the day to make it easier for folks to say howdy}
It’s a great way to catch your breath at the end of a long week.
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When I saw the post in my email this morning, what did I do/think you wonder. I ignored it. Huh, fear? Afraid of who? Afraid of what? Okay, seriously, I'm a ostrich with my head in the sand.
And here is what literally just smacked me up side 'da head!
3:39
Holley and Lisa Jo, I thank you. Here's what I just figured out. As soon as Holley started talking about God sized dreams I quit reading her emails. They showed up in my inbox right on schedule and they have stayed there. Why? I don't know, ahem didn't know, until five minutes ago.
Here's what I'm afraid of. Being "seen".
What's my God sized dream? Oh, it's a doozy, but if I acknowledge it, then it becomes real and I have to face it. So, let me run scared, NOW!!!!
What's my daily desire? Godly love, peace and contentment within the walls of this house. Where does that start? With me. How's it going? Hah, yeah, I'll let you know tomorrow.
What do I aspire to? Sharing my Health and Wellness company with everyone I interact with. Do I do it? Nope. Too afraid to share it, even though the impact is priceless.
Being successful, being seen, putting myself out there. It scares me silly. For years my family drilled into me that I wasn't good enough, wouldn't be good enough, couldn't be good enough. So much so that I'm actually scared to try to be.
3:44
WOW!! Thank you Lisa Jo for helping me realize what wall I had hit. I knew it was there didn't have a clue how to get out of this invisible box. I have been dealing with family drama and knew it was bogging me down. I just never knew how much it still tied me in place.
I deserve to acknowledge my God Sized Dream, big and scary as it may be. Godly love, peace and contentment, well, that's ours for the enjoying. To build a WAHM business and help the women, men and children that God places in my path to achieve health, wellness and freedom? That's not just for me, that's for all you others out there too that deserve all that amazing stuff too.
This blog? Well, I should come more regularly and capture these things. These moments, these thoughts, this is the stuff my life is made of. My faith-steps and foot-prints. Why be afraid of myself here. This is my safe space. The space that if God sends someone over, there is a reason.
I am enough. Enough to face the moments of being afraid and knowing that God is right here too, wanting me to stretch, dream, share and go, relying on Him as my guide. Nothing to be afraid of.
LuvNHugz - SupportNPrayerz
DV-NMV
Let’s just write and not worry if it’s just right or not. Here’s how to play along:
1. Write for 5 minutes flat for pure unedited love of the written word.
2. Link back here and invite others to join in {you can grab the button code in my blog footer}
3. Go leave some comment props for the five minute artist who linked up before you {and if you love us, consider turning off word verification for the day to make it easier for folks to say howdy}
It’s a great way to catch your breath at the end of a long week.
-----------------------------
When I saw the post in my email this morning, what did I do/think you wonder. I ignored it. Huh, fear? Afraid of who? Afraid of what? Okay, seriously, I'm a ostrich with my head in the sand.
And here is what literally just smacked me up side 'da head!
3:39
Holley and Lisa Jo, I thank you. Here's what I just figured out. As soon as Holley started talking about God sized dreams I quit reading her emails. They showed up in my inbox right on schedule and they have stayed there. Why? I don't know, ahem didn't know, until five minutes ago.
Here's what I'm afraid of. Being "seen".
What's my God sized dream? Oh, it's a doozy, but if I acknowledge it, then it becomes real and I have to face it. So, let me run scared, NOW!!!!
What's my daily desire? Godly love, peace and contentment within the walls of this house. Where does that start? With me. How's it going? Hah, yeah, I'll let you know tomorrow.
What do I aspire to? Sharing my Health and Wellness company with everyone I interact with. Do I do it? Nope. Too afraid to share it, even though the impact is priceless.
Being successful, being seen, putting myself out there. It scares me silly. For years my family drilled into me that I wasn't good enough, wouldn't be good enough, couldn't be good enough. So much so that I'm actually scared to try to be.
3:44
WOW!! Thank you Lisa Jo for helping me realize what wall I had hit. I knew it was there didn't have a clue how to get out of this invisible box. I have been dealing with family drama and knew it was bogging me down. I just never knew how much it still tied me in place.
I deserve to acknowledge my God Sized Dream, big and scary as it may be. Godly love, peace and contentment, well, that's ours for the enjoying. To build a WAHM business and help the women, men and children that God places in my path to achieve health, wellness and freedom? That's not just for me, that's for all you others out there too that deserve all that amazing stuff too.
This blog? Well, I should come more regularly and capture these things. These moments, these thoughts, this is the stuff my life is made of. My faith-steps and foot-prints. Why be afraid of myself here. This is my safe space. The space that if God sends someone over, there is a reason.
I am enough. Enough to face the moments of being afraid and knowing that God is right here too, wanting me to stretch, dream, share and go, relying on Him as my guide. Nothing to be afraid of.
LuvNHugz - SupportNPrayerz
DV-NMV
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Takin' Five on Friday - Cherished
Lisa Jo invites us to join her, every Friday... 1. Write for 5 minutes flat – no editing, no over thinking, no backtracking
2. Link back here and invite others to join in.
3. Please visit the person who linked up before you & encourage them in their comments. That is like the one rule we all really care about. For reals.
OK, are you ready? I’ve had this word on my heart for you all week. Usually I’m wondering what the prompt will be right up until nearly midnight myself. But this week – this week I think a few of you at least need this word…
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Cherished…
11:50
There is a sweetness in being cherished. A thrill in the early stages of love that every note, flower, kiss and touch leaves you feeling cherished. As the years go by the need of feeling cherished grows stronger. I want you to remember to leave me a note when you leave, hold my hand, wrap me in a hug. Remind me that you don't forget about those sweet moments of intimacy amidst all the chaos of every day. Help me to cherish the moments when little ones climb into bed with us, safer there between mom and dad than anywhere else. Remind me that when the lights grow dim and a family of seven crowds onto the couch, that Friday night movie times are the family moments to cherish forever. Sometimes it comes easy in the early days of two to remember to cherish each other but don't let the habit fall by the wayside. Everyone needs to be cherished, feel cherished and while after thirteen years it becomes something we remember to do, it is every bit as precious as it was on day one.
11:55
Have a wonderful weekend. Go "cherish" a moment with a loved one, now.
DV-NMV
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
My Thoughts on The Flu
As the flu is reaching epidemic proportions and everyone is raving about whether or not it's ethical, responsible, selfish or personal to get (or not get) a flu shot, here's my two cents worth.
Where does the flu come from every year? Please tell me. Yeah, yeah, I can "google it" and see what wikipedia.com and webmd.com "say" but someone, please tell explain it to me in a way that makes sense. Oh and where does it "go" for the half of the year that we're not infected by it? Twenty years ago when we had so much less medical technology (heck, ten years even) and yet I don't remember the flu being a pandemic concern. How is it that as we progress in this world we are getting worse? How does a virus go "dormant" for months and then rear it's ugly head only to sicken thousands and kill hundreds each year? None of this makes sense to me.
This is the same planet I have been living on for 33 years now and while medical discoveries continue to improve our health and longevity "every day" why in the world have we not eliminated this stupid virus? Yeah, yeah, "it morphs and mutates every day and so there's nothing that can "stop it" from spreading and infecting people" - heard that too, but then what are we vaccinating against? I just read today that the vaccine this year is averaging a possible 60% success rate because there are some that are still getting a "strain" not protected against by this vaccine.
Vaccines, don't even start me there. There is no other medicinal treatment in this world that is a "one-size-fits-all" dosage, yet vaccines are? Again, something that has NEVER made any sense to me. I don't completely disagree with the need for a vaccine. My problem is when the vaccine costs a hundred bucks and then you have a 50/50 chance that it might work. Seriously, of all the things I consume - food, gas, insurance, water, cleaners, shampoo - if there is a 50% chance it could help and a 50% chance that it wouldn't, why spend my money on it? Why did vaccines against polio, measles, rubella and mumps work but we can't make one work for the flu?
This is what frustrates me. I have grandparents that are of compromised health. I have a neighbor girl that lives with SMA and is at risk of getting even just a minor cold. If our health care system and big pharma really cared about these people, the vaccines should be of minimal to no cost if they are not completely dependable. If our medical community is making such great strides in health care then why is this "a pandemic" and such a problem when it used to not even be on the radar of our lives.
I truly believe that a huge part of this is not about getting "stuck" with a vaccine and hoping it works so much as actually taking care of yourself, your family and your neighbors. If you are remotely unwell, your child or your spouse, STAY HOME!!! Hand sanitizer in your bag, bleach wipes at the entrance of every store so you can wipe down your cart, Lysol wipes in every room of your house, seriously people, are these things helping us? No, think about it, if it was, this "epidemic" would not be so nearly out of control. Keeping your rear at home when you're sick, keeping the kids home from school (yes, you'll have to miss work) until they are 24 hours plus healthy and just generally maintaining yourself and your home are steps that are just as important as any shot you could get. Yes, I'm "that mom" that has her child miss an extra day of school "just to be sure" rather than take the chance that he's going to expose someone else. Also, if my child is sick with a fever I will let them sweat it out. Why give her Tylenol so that she will feel good enough to run around and play yet she's not resting so her body can fight what's wrong, in turn taking her longer to get better because she's just wearing herself out more.
I just don't get it. I hate this flu stuff. I really feel it's as much political as anything. Divide and conquer, instill fear in people and make them choose sides. The political race, the flu vaccine debate, the rest of anything else you and your neighbor disagree on, it is what it is. God will take care of us. He knows what's going on around here while we walk around in this maze of mirrors every day. We are in a society that thrives on "to each his own" leaving each other to do for themselves and worrying only about what he is going to "get" next.
We need to get back to a world of hard working, integrity solid and faithful people that do unto others first and then reap our own rewards later. Having pride in things accomplished and earning the things you work for rather than waiting on someone to "hand it to you". Where we first think of others and share that which we have been blessed with when reaping in the bounty from the Lord. Help your neighbor, so that when they fall ill, they might stay in and rest rather than worry about their list of things that needs done. Rather than being so wholly dependent upon medicine and doctors to cure what ails us, take rest in the Lord that He will provide all you need and care for you in even your weakest moment, without question, without pause. Yes, your doctor, big pharma and the ER nurse are there when you need them but not without a cost to you. What are you willing to pay by trusting in them? Do they deserve your trust? We need these health professionals in our lives, most certainly do occasionally, but at times we forget that not everyone has our best interests in mind.
DV-NMV
Where does the flu come from every year? Please tell me. Yeah, yeah, I can "google it" and see what wikipedia.com and webmd.com "say" but someone, please tell explain it to me in a way that makes sense. Oh and where does it "go" for the half of the year that we're not infected by it? Twenty years ago when we had so much less medical technology (heck, ten years even) and yet I don't remember the flu being a pandemic concern. How is it that as we progress in this world we are getting worse? How does a virus go "dormant" for months and then rear it's ugly head only to sicken thousands and kill hundreds each year? None of this makes sense to me.
This is the same planet I have been living on for 33 years now and while medical discoveries continue to improve our health and longevity "every day" why in the world have we not eliminated this stupid virus? Yeah, yeah, "it morphs and mutates every day and so there's nothing that can "stop it" from spreading and infecting people" - heard that too, but then what are we vaccinating against? I just read today that the vaccine this year is averaging a possible 60% success rate because there are some that are still getting a "strain" not protected against by this vaccine.
Vaccines, don't even start me there. There is no other medicinal treatment in this world that is a "one-size-fits-all" dosage, yet vaccines are? Again, something that has NEVER made any sense to me. I don't completely disagree with the need for a vaccine. My problem is when the vaccine costs a hundred bucks and then you have a 50/50 chance that it might work. Seriously, of all the things I consume - food, gas, insurance, water, cleaners, shampoo - if there is a 50% chance it could help and a 50% chance that it wouldn't, why spend my money on it? Why did vaccines against polio, measles, rubella and mumps work but we can't make one work for the flu?
This is what frustrates me. I have grandparents that are of compromised health. I have a neighbor girl that lives with SMA and is at risk of getting even just a minor cold. If our health care system and big pharma really cared about these people, the vaccines should be of minimal to no cost if they are not completely dependable. If our medical community is making such great strides in health care then why is this "a pandemic" and such a problem when it used to not even be on the radar of our lives.
I truly believe that a huge part of this is not about getting "stuck" with a vaccine and hoping it works so much as actually taking care of yourself, your family and your neighbors. If you are remotely unwell, your child or your spouse, STAY HOME!!! Hand sanitizer in your bag, bleach wipes at the entrance of every store so you can wipe down your cart, Lysol wipes in every room of your house, seriously people, are these things helping us? No, think about it, if it was, this "epidemic" would not be so nearly out of control. Keeping your rear at home when you're sick, keeping the kids home from school (yes, you'll have to miss work) until they are 24 hours plus healthy and just generally maintaining yourself and your home are steps that are just as important as any shot you could get. Yes, I'm "that mom" that has her child miss an extra day of school "just to be sure" rather than take the chance that he's going to expose someone else. Also, if my child is sick with a fever I will let them sweat it out. Why give her Tylenol so that she will feel good enough to run around and play yet she's not resting so her body can fight what's wrong, in turn taking her longer to get better because she's just wearing herself out more.
I just don't get it. I hate this flu stuff. I really feel it's as much political as anything. Divide and conquer, instill fear in people and make them choose sides. The political race, the flu vaccine debate, the rest of anything else you and your neighbor disagree on, it is what it is. God will take care of us. He knows what's going on around here while we walk around in this maze of mirrors every day. We are in a society that thrives on "to each his own" leaving each other to do for themselves and worrying only about what he is going to "get" next.
We need to get back to a world of hard working, integrity solid and faithful people that do unto others first and then reap our own rewards later. Having pride in things accomplished and earning the things you work for rather than waiting on someone to "hand it to you". Where we first think of others and share that which we have been blessed with when reaping in the bounty from the Lord. Help your neighbor, so that when they fall ill, they might stay in and rest rather than worry about their list of things that needs done. Rather than being so wholly dependent upon medicine and doctors to cure what ails us, take rest in the Lord that He will provide all you need and care for you in even your weakest moment, without question, without pause. Yes, your doctor, big pharma and the ER nurse are there when you need them but not without a cost to you. What are you willing to pay by trusting in them? Do they deserve your trust? We need these health professionals in our lives, most certainly do occasionally, but at times we forget that not everyone has our best interests in mind.
DV-NMV
Monday, January 14, 2013
Slacker
Yup, that's me. Well, that's what I feel like. Since I haven't written regularly in ages I feel like a total slacker. I have a few topics in mind, just haven't taken (made) the time to write. Part of this stems from drama with my parents. For whatever reason in usually flares up around then and comes really close to ruining Christmas for me. This year was of course no different. Directly after Thanksgiving it started. I was getting multiple phone calls a day from my dad only to have him tell me how I needed to quit lying and playing games with his life. The amusing thing is I don't have time for that kind of stuff. Add to the care of five children, maintaining a home, providing meals for my family, organizing hot lunch at school and the other details that this SAHM juggles without thinking, oh and an extra task of managing the neighbor's chores for the month of December the last thing I wanted to do is create more drama to ruin my parents' lives. They do that well enough on their own.
I was seriously at the point of exploding. I finally did. Everyone was coming at me with their issues of life and I generally only get to listen. Rarely does anyone hear what I say. Whether the hear the words I speak or listen to what I'm saying, I feel on a veritable island most days. Yes, dear husband, I feel the same with you. Everyone assumes that I sit around doing nothing all day, that I have a ton of free time and heck, I've got it easy.
There is the truth. The thoughts that have been floating in my head for weeks now. I feel like no one values me, my time or my thoughts. No one calls me to ask how I'm doing, no one truly cares how my day went when they get home, they all just start in on their needs and wants. Granted I'm not great at calling my friends and asking how they're doing, but when I'm free they're working and when they're on their way home there are a minimum of five kids causing chaos making it difficult to carry on any kind of conversation. What am I doing wrong that I feel so lost right now. What in the world would I come here to write about when no one cares anyway. I know that I started this blog in order to capture my thoughts and memories of this life, okay God I did that part, but I'm so lost and why would I want to capture and remember that?
Okay so this is getting therapeutic now. I get it, Dear Father, that's what I should be capturing here, spending time here "hearing" the things you say that I can only "hear" when I'm writing. Working through my sadness, lostness, loneliness and feeling your love. Okay, okay, you hear me, I get it now, I'll make more time to connect with you here.
I love you, Dad, Father of my soul, you are where the chaos of my life makes sense. Love, me, your daughter.
DV-NMV
I was seriously at the point of exploding. I finally did. Everyone was coming at me with their issues of life and I generally only get to listen. Rarely does anyone hear what I say. Whether the hear the words I speak or listen to what I'm saying, I feel on a veritable island most days. Yes, dear husband, I feel the same with you. Everyone assumes that I sit around doing nothing all day, that I have a ton of free time and heck, I've got it easy.
There is the truth. The thoughts that have been floating in my head for weeks now. I feel like no one values me, my time or my thoughts. No one calls me to ask how I'm doing, no one truly cares how my day went when they get home, they all just start in on their needs and wants. Granted I'm not great at calling my friends and asking how they're doing, but when I'm free they're working and when they're on their way home there are a minimum of five kids causing chaos making it difficult to carry on any kind of conversation. What am I doing wrong that I feel so lost right now. What in the world would I come here to write about when no one cares anyway. I know that I started this blog in order to capture my thoughts and memories of this life, okay God I did that part, but I'm so lost and why would I want to capture and remember that?
Okay so this is getting therapeutic now. I get it, Dear Father, that's what I should be capturing here, spending time here "hearing" the things you say that I can only "hear" when I'm writing. Working through my sadness, lostness, loneliness and feeling your love. Okay, okay, you hear me, I get it now, I'll make more time to connect with you here.
I love you, Dad, Father of my soul, you are where the chaos of my life makes sense. Love, me, your daughter.
DV-NMV
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